"I was really depressed. Totally lost my desire to do my job," Marty said thoughtfully. "It was beginning to get to me. Then one day when I was on an assignment in the middle east, I came up over a sand dune and saw this oil field on fire. Blazes where everywhere. I just sat down and watched it for hours. It was then that I got a sneaky suspicion that there was some meaning to life but I just didn't know what it was."